Thursday, May 31, 2012

I know, that I don’t know

I don’t know……
I don’t know……
I don’t know…… What???
I don’t know many things in this world

I don’t know why I am currently in this place
I don’t know why I am motivated to write this piece of shit
I don’t know why I am here sitting all alone in my room surrounded by walls
I don’t know why I did not get placed in the six companies I attended before Microsoft
I don’t know why the best company came 7th and I was the one for it
I don’t know why this company is not in Chennai
I don’t know why I am posted at Hyderabad
I don’t know why all my friends are at Chennai or Bangalore
I don’t know why I am sitting alone always having nothing to do although I have many things to do
I don’t know why or for whom am I writing this blog

I don’t know how we make friends so easily
I don’t know how each one is different from the other
I don’t know how the relationship with each one seems unique
I don’t know how opinions arise
I don’t know how opinions transform later
I don’t know how we talk to random people online
I don’t know how I get close to people I meet online
I don’t know how they inspire me in writing
I don’t know how they influence my life too
I don’t know how things start and how they end

I don’t know what I am writing now
I don’t know what all I need for my life
I don’t know what all I need for this moment
I don’t know what will be my tomorrow
I don’t know what my neighbours’ faces look like
I don’t know what is inside my bag’s side zip

I don’t know when will I realize what I actually need
I don’t know when will I mature enough to let things happen their own way and not crave for anything
I don’t know when will I buy my first bike
I don’t know when will I end this post

And there are already so many whys, hows, whats and whens in my life.
So, there is absolutely no mistake in not knowing the answers to all the questions in my mind.

Do you have any questions?
But, I don’t have answers :)